Atzmus & Ipsissimus — Monadical Awakening
Musings of the Eighth Oracle
Refer to Liber Aether to enhance your understanding of this Musing.
Early in the afternoon of Saturday, 23 August 2014, I absent-mindedly started gazing at a photo of the Pleiades (see image above). I then sensed my Spirit (see Figure 6 on Page 21 of Liber Aether) dwelling at Polaris (see Table 6 on Page 26 of Liber Aether). An expansive, awakening vibration was experienced upwards from my Crown Chakra, and my Stellar Gateway Chakra opened. The sense of Distance and Separation dissolved, and I felt more and more Attuned with my Spirit. I Totally Lost Interest in thought and speech, and Dwelt in a State of Transcendent Presence and Profound Peace — the Divine Essence, Atzmus (i.e. Nirvana, Peace Profound, etc.) (see Figure 4 on Page 17, Figure 7 on Page 23, and Discussion of Figure 15 on Page 38 of Liber Aether). This was my Golden Dawn experience, after having completed my journey through the Dark Night of the Soul (see the Path of Eight Oracles on Page 2 of Liber Aether).
YAHWEH'S (i.e. GOD'S) Essence, ATZMUS, is the Transcendent Presence and Profound Peace, which is beyond the Infinite (e.g. the Multiverse and its GODS), and the Finite, and All Duality (e.g. Metatron and Demiurge, Good and Evil, Love and Hate, etc.), and thus Transcends and Permeates ALL.
I then instantaneously found myself — as my Monad — raised to the Level of Divine Consciousness, and in the Atzmus Presence of GOD, the I AM, the Supreme Monad, which forms the Sephira Kether (see Figure 4 on Page 17 and Discussion of Figure 16 on Page 40 of Liber Aether). The GOD of our Universe was aware of me, and likewise I was aware of this, THE ONE GOD (see Discussion of Figure 4 on Page 16 and Figure 4 on Page 17 of Liber Aether). We were Focal Points of Pure Consciousness without Form, with GOD as a Zero-Dimensional Point of Invisible Light — Lux — to my right and above me. There was no Sensation but Sight. There was no Emotion — just Peace. There was no Mind — just Being. I was Ipsissimus — my Pristine Self. Thus, the Grade of Ipsissimus (10=1) is definitely attainable during Physical Incarnation.
We were in the Absolute (i.e. Ayn Sof), high above our Universe — composed of the Emanation (i.e. the Divine Plane) inter-penetrating Creation (i.e. the likewise inter-penetrating Mental, Emotional, and Physical Planes) (see Discussion of Figure 6 on Page 20, Figure 6 on Page 21, and Figure 7 on Page 23 of Liber Aether) — which was a Cloudlike Membrane of White Light and Energy (the Biblical Clouds of Heaven), with countless rounded-yet-squarish-in-cross-section Standing Waves protruding from it. The whole thing rippled and pulsed with life, activity, and interaction (see image below — interestingly this is a Quantum Physics image that I have modified, as above so below). The higher the slowly and slightly pulsating Wave Function, the Higher the Unfoldment of the Spiritual Matrix (see Figure 16 on Page 41 of Liber Aether) that was associated with that Human Wave Function. These Wave Functions are Squarish in Cross-Section, as the Two-Dimensional White Membrane is formed from Two Forces operating In-Phase, but at Right-Angles, to each other. The First Force is Logos, and the Second Force is Eros (see Figure 5 on Page 19 of Liber Aether). The Wave Function directly below me was my Spiritual Matrix, so it contained my Spiritual Body, which at Lower Dimensions within it, contained my Causal Body, then my Mental Body, then my Emotional Body, then my Aetheric Body, and then finally my Physical Body (see Discussion of Figure 16 on Page 40 of Liber Aether).
The Two-Dimensional White Membrane of Light, was Vast and floated in the Black Infinity of Space (i.e. Ayn Sof), and it is the source that Projects our Holographic Universe. I could see it as a square area that extended out into the distance, until it suddenly faded and disappeared into darkness, as this was the extent of my Spirit Group containing 144,000 Souls (see Figure 16 on Page 41 of Liber Aether), and the Numerous Souls Ripe for the Harvest that had been drawn to us, thus far. GOD was directing my Observations throughout this Sublime Divine Experience, and so GOD limited my vision, to show me the present extent of the coming Spiritual Harvest. GOD being at Kether, the Crown, could see the Entirety of this Membrane of Living Light, which is our Universe. Thus, the following Kabbalistic Statement, given by Dion Fortune in her book The Mystical Qabalah, is true: "Kether is of our Cosmos, but not in it." One Wave Function was much higher and thicker than all the rest, and was the one associated with the Leader of my Spirit Group, namely, Amilius (i.e. Amilius and Lilith, Adam and Eve, Jesus Christ and the Virgin Mary and Mary Magdalene, etc. — as revealed in the Edgar Cayce Readings).
To my understanding — from a Theoretical Physics Membrane Theory or Brane Cosmology point-of-view — I was in the Total Space called Hyperspace or the Bulk (i.e. Ayn Sof), observing a small portion of the Subspace which is called a Brane (i.e. our Universe).
After becoming conscious of my Physical Body and the Physical Plane again, I remained in this Non-Thinking-State-of-Equilibrium, Atzmus — the Peace of GOD that surpasses All Understanding — for several hours, until this condition of Dwelling in Atzmus faded.
It took me a Sidereal Month (i.e. 28 days), to Download and begin to Comprehend all that had Transpired. This Monadical Awakening was one of my Tenth Sphere Experiences, as Invoked through my following the Instructions given in Liber Lux.
Blessings from Atlas — the Eighth Oracle,